I'm in love, And she left me Options

[Euphorian]

Created a new account for privacy's sake.

How should I put this? Alright, she, one day, popped into my life, she was a friend of someone I knew, and I immediatly felt this warm feeling when she first talked to me...I thought maybe...but I quickly put that in the back of my mind, and I continued to get to know her, and I started to like her. We would have hours of conversations, and we would always have something to say. It was so exciting to talk to her... So one day, I was talking to her on the phone, and she started up the conversation that she heard someone tell her that I liked her.

So, I was thinking, "shit!" I didnt really want to tell her yet, but it just happened... We went out for about 2 months, ( yes, 2 months, but before you call me an idiot for loving her after 2 months, read what I have to say. Er....try to say. ) All was well, and I liked her alot, but I didn't think it was love quite yet...but I felt like I may soon love her...

So then, I introduced her to my friend, and they talked...a little too much. They started talking, and they would have their inside jokes, and what-not. So, am I wrong to become jealous? My friend continued to talk about my girlfriend, and how she was nice and all, I know, compliments are compliments, but he was talking about her toomuch. Ah! The aggravation.

I told her I was jealous after about 2 weeks of keeping it inside, and then she dumped me. Ouch. I went over to my friends house, ( yes the same friend , and no, I didn't bring a bat to his head like some people may do. ) and I...cried...never had I thought I would cry over a girl.

What was worse was...he didn't realize, that it was his fault too. I felt stuck, unable to move...I cheered up in 2 hours or so, but I still felt empty...She said she still wanted to be friends, but you know what? I realized how you girls/guys always want to be friends after you tear out our hearts and shove it down our god-damn throats.

But I guess at least she wants to be friends? She did some other stuff that was pretty mean, but I'm not gonna say, just because. After she dumped me, and a few days later, even though she was doing all this mean stuff to me after she dumped me, I realized...I...love her... Even now, I want to talk to her, but I just can't unless she first talks to me...I know that I love someone I can't have...Its frustrating to know that when your heart aches for that person..to be close...

I heard from someone she still likes me...Then the question arises, like, WHY DID SHE DUMP ME? I couldn't go back out with her, even if she did like me...I just can't. Yes, I want to go out with her, but it won't be the same. I won't have happy conversations with her, and being close with her wont be the same. So now, I say again, just to end it because this is a long-ass post.

I love her.

[saintsaens]

that`s pretty much retarded. and i`ve noticed...it`s not good for a girl to have a guy best friend and then have a boyfriend. THE FREAKIN` GIRL WOULD FALL FOR THE FREAKIN` GUY BEST FRIEND INSTEAD OF THE BOYFRIEND.

that`s really horrible. and i feel sorry for the boyfriend.

i would either forget about her for what she did to you or ask why she dumped you in the first place. if she says she likes your friend THEN FORGET HER. forget being friends with her.

so many people say they fall in love alot. so you`ll fall in love again. with a different girl.

it`s kinda pointless to get back together...i mean...after the FIRST break-up..you would learn NOT to go back with the same person.

learn from your mistakes people.

Actually, sounds like he meant to say that he was her friend, then became her boyfriend. Then the boy-friend introduced his friend to her. Am I right?