Did I Mess Everything Up?, *Discretion advised* Options

[SUPERxDUPER]

Before I say what I want this topic to be about, I need to give everyone a little bit of background info.
There is this guy who I've known for the past 7 years. We've had math class together for the past three years, and two of those three years he's been nothing but a pain in the neck to me. But I've always been uncontrollably attracted to him. We have amazing chemistry, and I know for a fact that it isn't just in my head. Well, we started really talking this year (senior year) and the chemistry just grew, as did my attraction for him. We had this great relationship, an innocent, flirty one and we never did anything past a hug or a, "Hey sexy," comment. We hung out once (back in April) and he was tickling my neck, playing with my hair, saying he wanted to kiss me, etc. The only problem? He has a girlfriend.

So, now to the main point.

Yesterday, I picked him up to hang out. Our flirting had only increased since April, but it was still only innocent. We didn't even do anything except buy some dog food for my dog, and get something to eat (well okay, maybe not. We played the nervous game a couple of times, but I was driving so it didn't get too intense).
Then he invited me over.
I told him "No, I should probably go home".
He said "You have a little bit of time, don't you?"
I said "Yeah, I guess so," and went inside.

Once inside his house, we were just talking, goofing around. He said some sort of annoying comment, so I gave him the finger and said "F**k you."
He said, "Okay, let's go."
I said, "Okay, let's go."

He grabbed my hand and led me to his bedroom and told me to lay down. I sat on his bed, but the whole time I kept thinking about his girlfriend. I got up and put my shoes on, heading toward the door to leave.
"I have to go home," I said.
"No, you don't," he responded, "You can stay just a little longer, right? And plus, we haven't gotten to play the nervous game again." He closed the door shut, locking the deadbolt, "Does this scare you?" he asked.
"No," I responded.

He grabbed my hand, I took off my shoes and went back to his room. He ran his hands down me, playing the nervous game. Then he said, "Your turn," before getting past my side.
I ran my hand down him, his breathing growing harder, and I undid his belt, and gave him a hj. I stopped myself, though, and walked out, telling him that I had to go home. He followed me out and cornered me, we started to kiss, things escalated very quickly, but I pulled myself away and told him I really had to leave. The whole time I kept thinking about his girlfriend.

I go home and find out that he told his girlfriend, who then proceeds to call me asking me "How does it feel to kiss another girl's boyfriend?" I hung up on her.

I felt like total crap the whole day today, and math class with him was just downright torture. We didn't say a word to one another, and we sit right next to each other.

What I want to know is:
Did I mess everything up with him?
It wasn't entirely my fault, right?
Does he have a right to be mad at me?
What should I do now?

I want them to break up, but that's very unlikely, because then I'd really be winning, and obviously, his girlfriend doesn't want me to win.

[SUPERxDUPER]

Let me clear something up before I get any more replies.

Did I mess everything up with him?
As in, will our relationship ever be the same. Will he get over all this drama someday?

Does he have a right to be mad at me?
As in, does he have a right to be mad because we hooked up. Not because I left just as things were getting hot and heavy.

What should I do now?
As in, should I let it blow over? Should I try talking to him about it? Should I never talk to him again?

I'm not trying asking if i should f**k him or not. I just don't want this one thing to ruin our friendship. But I'm sort of afraid that it already has.

[ley]

Let me clear something up before I get any more replies.

Did I mess everything up with him?
As in, will our relationship ever be the same. Will he get over all this drama someday?

Does he have a right to be mad at me?
As in, does he have a right to be mad because we hooked up. Not because I left just as things were getting hot and heavy.

What should I do now?
As in, should I let it blow over? Should I try talking to him about it? Should I never talk to him again?

I'm not trying asking if i should f**k him or not. I just don't want this one thing to ruin our friendship. But I'm sort of afraid that it already has.

For rephrasing all your questions.


He will get over the drama if and when he is not with this girl anymore. I think as long as they're together she'll stand between yall. He has no reason to be mad at you but he will be and it is because you left him hanging. If you had finished what you started do you think he would have told his gf? No, because that would of made him look bad he was just doing it to make you look bad. Yes, let it blow over. No, dont talk to him about it. Just be cool if he talks to you talk to him back if he doesn't dont sweat it.