Life Problem! i need your opinion! Options

[iExquisite]

i seem to want attention from boys
like i want them to be looking at me

does this means i'm gay?/

&& by the way.. i do like girls!
I am a boy, 15 years old.
What do you think. i want you honest opinion . Thank you

P.S. when i was about 11
i was browsing and playing online games on the net
when i saw this gay ad and this is how it all started
i clicked it and i think i got more and more into it
i was never able to be aroused when i look at a guy all my life\in fact i used to look at a couple of victoria secret magazines but
i guess something changed and i was able to get aroused by boy in a couple of months
and besides i have been called gay tons of times and when i saw the ad
i was curious
this is the part i kinda left out

Reason for edit: Apparently this topic was moved from the Lounge to Relationships without the mod saying anything. -karmakiller

[emberfly]

Professional analysis:

You seek attention from other males because you never had a father figure in your life. You need to know the feeling of being needed from a male in order to grow and develop. This in no way makes you gay.

All you need is love. Love is all you need.

*sings*

well sometimes i do think about having sex with them
i have had tons of thoughts about it
i usually ask myself- how does it feel? is it good?
and i should mention i do watch gay porn
to be specific i usually watch solo gay porn - only one person
not two men having sex

Since you never gave the replies to those answers, I can only analyze what you did give me.

It is possible that you are gay, but watching gay porn doesn't necessarily make you gay. Does it gross you out? Does it draw you in and make you want to keep watching?

You could just have homosexual fantasies, which go away as you mature, unless, of course, you are gay.