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[iExquisite]

i seem to want attention from boys
like i want them to be looking at me

does this means i'm gay?/

&& by the way.. i do like girls!
I am a boy, 15 years old.
What do you think. i want you honest opinion . Thank you

P.S. when i was about 11
i was browsing and playing online games on the net
when i saw this gay ad and this is how it all started
i clicked it and i think i got more and more into it
i was never able to be aroused when i look at a guy all my life\in fact i used to look at a couple of victoria secret magazines but
i guess something changed and i was able to get aroused by boy in a couple of months
and besides i have been called gay tons of times and when i saw the ad
i was curious
this is the part i kinda left out

Reason for edit: Apparently this topic was moved from the Lounge to Relationships without the mod saying anything. -karmakiller

[karmakiller]

What kind of attention from boys? Like, you want friends? Or you want them to grab your ass?

[Deospeon]

What kind of attention from boys? Like, you want friends? Or you want them to grab your ass?

Can I <3 yours?

btw.

Dandre, just act normal, if they come close to you, take out a gun and shoot them.

[iExquisite]

Can I <3 yours?

btw.

Dandre, just act normal, if they come close to you, take out a gun and shoot them.

i know
i mean i don't want them grabbing me
although that would be a way to know they want me

[karmakiller]

i know
i mean i don't want them grabbing me
although that would be a way to know they want me

You know I wasn't being serious, right?

Here's me being serious: You're still young and are probably just learning about your sexuality. Just because you may look a guy and find him a attractive does not mean that you are sexually attracted to them. There's a lot of girls that I find sexy, but that doesn't mean I want throw them into my bed. There isn't anything wrong with you finding a guy attractive, but if gets to a point where you desire them in the way that you desire females then you questioning your sexuality is warranted.

[iExquisite]

You know I wasn't being serious, right?

Here's me being serious: You're still young and are probably just learning about your sexuality. Just because you may look a guy and find him a attractive does not mean that you are sexually attracted to them. There's a lot of girls that I find sexy, but that doesn't mean I want throw them into my bed. There isn't anything wrong with you finding a guy attractive, but if gets to a point where you desire them in the way that you desire females then you questioning your sexuality is warranted.

well sometimes i do think about having sex with them
i have had tons of thoughts about it
i usually ask myself- how does it feel? is it good?
and i should mention i do watch gay porn
to be specific i usually watch solo gay porn - only one person
not two men having sex