should i believe him?, HELP? Options

[s1cktypeS]

last night me and my bf went to speedzone with a couple of his buddies. he was goin on this one ride so he told me to hold his cellphone. once he was in line, i sat down with his homies. then i was thinkin if there's anything happenin with him and his co worker. cuz i know he's all being nice and shit to her to get on her good side so she can put in a good word with her dad about maybe hiring him to work at the auto center. so once i got in his phone, all i saw was all this shit like "oh i'd feel better if we were cuddling." or "oh can i come over sometime?" i got so mad that i excused myself from his friends and walked over to where he was. i showed him his fone and i was like "you wanna tell me wtf this is?" and he was juz like i'll tell you later. and i was mad and i raised my voice a lil bit and pulled him by his sweater. i was like "NO! I'D LIKE AN EXPLANATION NOW!"

so he got out of the line and we talked
he was all like oh that's nothing
we're juz joking around we're juz friends
i was like i know how you are
and you don't flirt
he's all i'm like that with all the girls
and he corrected himself well maybe not
and i raised my voice again
i was like "NO UR NOT! UR ONLY LIKE THAT WITH HER!"
and he's like that doesn't mean anything
all i can say was "thats total bullshit right there"

i didn't get to say this to him last night cuz his friends where there
and like he takes more time talkin to her than me
he takes the time to call her to say goodnite and goodmorning
and he barely talks to me

idk what to believe
should i believe him when he said that it doesn't mean anything?
what do you guys think?

[gojira]

its not that big for me
and i already went shopping 2 weeks ago
i'll prolly juz buy the present for my bf.
its $180 regular price so i hope they cut the price.

my boyfriend put this up on his forums and on his aim:
i am very thankful for Casie. whom just like my mother, puts up with an enormous amount of bullshit everyday and still manages to find love to give me. through words, emotions, expressions, and even a smile, i feel loved. i love you too.
it made me smile and tear up a lil bit

i spent the whole day with my bf.
from 8am - 230am

my bf went home to hesperia
he does it every 2 weeks
to get clothes
cuz he moved and and he's livin closer to me
wid this uncle.

my happiness relies mostly on my boyfriend.
like if don't talk to him everyday or see him once in a while, u'll see the difference in my mood.
i'm very cranky and i'm a bitch when that happens. nuke.gif
normally i'm a very quiet person, i like to observe things.

i had my hopes up to go out today. cuz me and my boyfriend we supposed to go to the movies last night after he got off work. but then his mom wanted him to go to his uncle's house to eat dinner. he called me and said that he'll call me later so we can meet up. so i went to the village [which is like a hangout spot in my area] to kill some time. then about 45 mins later, he calls and said that he's on his way to the village. he tells me to buy the movie tickets but its too late already. so we just ended up going to the pool hall to play. then went to his friend's house to watch a movie.
i really didn't wanna go to his friend's house. and then when we were making food to eat before watchin a movie, he tells me: "we're just gonna go and watch a movie tomorrow" which is today. and the whole day he hasn't even tried to contact me.
it sucks cause he does this all the time. and it really hurts. he doesn't even know. even if i tell him, it seems like he doesn't even care.

i'm interested in:
* cars and everything bout it
* volleyball
* basketball
* video games
* going out for a drive
* cruisin
* adventures
* going to the beach
* late night conversations with my bf
and a lot more...

well.... i never had a valetine before. sad.gif
yah i know how sad right?
now. i have a boyfriend. and to just spend time with him is good enough for me. a don't expect any gifts from him. i'm already making him a card. i'm still looking for something else i can give to him along with the card.
that card is gonna explain how i really feel about him. cuz lately it seems like he's been misunderstanding me a lot.

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