should i believe him?, HELP? Options

[s1cktypeS]

last night me and my bf went to speedzone with a couple of his buddies. he was goin on this one ride so he told me to hold his cellphone. once he was in line, i sat down with his homies. then i was thinkin if there's anything happenin with him and his co worker. cuz i know he's all being nice and shit to her to get on her good side so she can put in a good word with her dad about maybe hiring him to work at the auto center. so once i got in his phone, all i saw was all this shit like "oh i'd feel better if we were cuddling." or "oh can i come over sometime?" i got so mad that i excused myself from his friends and walked over to where he was. i showed him his fone and i was like "you wanna tell me wtf this is?" and he was juz like i'll tell you later. and i was mad and i raised my voice a lil bit and pulled him by his sweater. i was like "NO! I'D LIKE AN EXPLANATION NOW!"

so he got out of the line and we talked
he was all like oh that's nothing
we're juz joking around we're juz friends
i was like i know how you are
and you don't flirt
he's all i'm like that with all the girls
and he corrected himself well maybe not
and i raised my voice again
i was like "NO UR NOT! UR ONLY LIKE THAT WITH HER!"
and he's like that doesn't mean anything
all i can say was "thats total bullshit right there"

i didn't get to say this to him last night cuz his friends where there
and like he takes more time talkin to her than me
he takes the time to call her to say goodnite and goodmorning
and he barely talks to me

idk what to believe
should i believe him when he said that it doesn't mean anything?
what do you guys think?

[gojira]

im the same. i haven't said i love you to my parents since 5th grade either. i don't even give em a kiss on the cheek or a hug. idk i juz don't like doing it.
well about the whole i love you thing. a couple of weeks into me and my bf talking, he already told me that he loved me. when he said it i didn't know wat to do. all i said in my head was "already? did he really mean it?"
he told me he did. and i couldn't say anything. he asked me if it tripped me out. and i said yeah. cuz we juz started talking.
but i do love him a lot.

i've seen my bf's plenty of times.
cuz once in a while we'll stay at each other's place
and unlike him when i do take a shower and go back to either one's room, i keep myself covered unlike him.
like when he gets to the room, he knows i'm there
and he juz drops his towel all the time

my bf both want one
and he can't wait til i get my type-s
he has an FG1 ryt now

my bf has a 07 Civic LX
it used to be the Nighthawk Black Pearl color
but he got it painted to Berlina black

happy thanksgiving everyone!!!
i doubt im gonna have a good one this year
for 1, i think everyone is juz gonna bug me during our tanxgiving dinner.
i really can't stand my relatives. i know that sounds bad but thats juz the way i feel. the only ppl that i like talkin to in my fam are my cuz jojo, bebe, and jervis. cuz they're the close ones to me and understand me.
2nd: my boyfriend is 60 miles away from me. sad.gif i haven't even seen him yesterday and today and prolly not tomorrow which is gonna suck like hell. cry.gif i can't even talk to him on the fone cuz he forgot his charger at his uncle's place.

well i stayed home today.
sucked so bad.
i didn't even get to see my bf today
or for that matter i havent seen him for 2 days already
and i usually see him everyday.
i'm prolly not gonna see him til saturday or sunday.

if i had the money, im gonna buy me and my bf plane tickets to the philippines.
anyways, we've been talking about having a vacation there for the summer.
we're planning now so we can save up for it.

the only person that has seen me naked
besides my parents and some of my nanny's when i was little
is my bf

well me and my bf both like giving and receiving oral sex.
he actually loves when i give him oral

we the rsx is my dream car.
and don't worry all my car decisions go through my bf.
his dream car is an AP1.