Haven't left my house in 8 months..? |
Haven't left my house in 8 months..? |
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![]() don't call me shirley. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 193 Joined: Oct 2008 Member No: 689,028 ![]() |
I'm Agoraphobic, I've been diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder since I was 10.
For the first 4 months in high school, people thought I was a mute. Yeah, i know. I'm very quiet. I wouldn't yell even if I was on fire. My mom was extremely a depressed person, so I think this was genetic. During elementary school, it was very hard. That's when the bullying began, in the 3rd grade. It hasn't stopped since I turned senior in high school. I graduated in June 2008, since July 1st, I haven't left my house. I start college in Fall 2009, I'm considering taking it online. I just can't be around people. I can't even breathe in a supermarket. My brother tried to take me Christmas shopping last December, & it was too much people, passing towards me, touching me, looking at me, I just started having slow panic attacks & ran into the car, & just bursted in tears. I can't live like this. I can't even get across a room full of people. I always have to wait for hours for them to leave, so I can get my bottled water in the vending machine. My dad thinks it's stupidity, not extreme shyness. So is there any advice anyone can give me? Should i go out, take it slow? Geez, I can't even do THAT, I always duck when a car passes by. |
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This is just my opinion, but im guessing exposure therapy would be the best bet, like the others said, start small. Perhaps, meet one new person and just chit chat, hopefully as you progress, your fear would lessen if not completely dissolve. This issue isn't a cake walk either, so if you ever feel to anxious, its ok just to leave, a quick bye would be fine.
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