Confused...any help???? Options

[Mystery09]

Hey everyone,

So here it goes...I'm 18 and i have been working at this place for 5 months now. It's pretty much a small store so only 2 people work there for each shift. Anyways, so there is this guy that also works there and he is the assistant manager. So one day, he told me if we can be friends and all and i said okay and we exchanged our numbers. then, he told me if we can hug and at first i told him no so he said it's okay. after a few days, we started hugging and they were kinda passionate type of hugs. Then, after a few weeks, he asked me for a kiss and i told him no and he was like okay. the reason i told him no was because he is 31 years old and married and has 3 kids. i didn't wanted to have a relation with him. but later on he told me that his marriage was arranged and he had never loved anyone so much. after a couple of days, he kissed me and that was my first kiss. I didn't know but i started to have feelings for him and i kinda started to like him. One day, i was working and he was off that day so he came to the store parking lot waiting for me. so, i took my 30 minutes break and went to his car. he bought me a rose and then we kissed and then he took me to an empty parking lot. then, we went into his backseat and we kissed and we didn't go any further than that. then, he dropped me back at work and we said bye to each other. So, that is how our relationship is and wht i'm confused about is what i should i do now. should i still have a realtion with him or should i just try to forget about him. i still have feelings for him and sometimes i think that whatever i'm doing is really wrong. i know that there is a huge age difference but i starting to love him even more. I dont know wht to do. any help here?????

[Mystery09]

I know that whatever I'm doing is completely wrong but I'm really in love with him. He hasn't done this before with anyone else and he really respects me a lot. But, if i stop my relation with him. How do i overcome this because we both would be working in the same place and I can't afford to lose this job.

[absinthe]

I know that whatever I'm doing is completely wrong but I'm really in love with him. He hasn't done this before with anyone else and he really respects me a lot. But, if i stop my relation with him. How do i overcome this because we both would be working in the same place and I can't afford to lose this job.

If he respected you homeslice, he would've never put you in this kind of situation.

Without mentioning the obvious things ...

a) if he's unhappy with his wife and kids, then he needs to get away from them first before pursuing his personal happiness.

b) once a player, always a player.

c) a real man takes responsibility for his choices, actions, and circumstances whether they were forced or by choice.

d) ask yourself if you want to be that kind of person.

and not to be crass about it ... but technically, by continuing this kind of crap ... you're putting yourself in the position of home-wrecker. if he wants to get divorced, leave, etc. let him deal with his shit first before bringing you into it.