Holy crap. wth?, Am I a bad bf? Options

[freeridefight]

Kayk752: gah im soo bad about answering my phone any more


Auto Response from FlyinRyan874: Its supposed to rain and snow all week.

oh yeah I hear a snow day coming around the corner.


Kayk752 returned at 10:18:35 PM.
FlyinRyan874: lol its alright
Kayk752: sorry
FlyinRyan874: I had a freaking great night. not
Kayk752: im guessing wokr
Kayk752: work**
FlyinRyan874: Cody cracked a freezer door. I mean the pane is all cracks.
FlyinRyan874: and Im gonna have to choose whether to say he did it or just lie
Kayk752: what happens if you say he did it?
FlyinRyan874: he probably loses his job
FlyinRyan874: if they ask me, im might just say go ask cody
FlyinRyan874: but hey im loyal to my friends, but I sure dont want him fired
Kayk752: why did he crack it then?
FlyinRyan874: accident. he opened it a little to far and it almost shattered
FlyinRyan874: it looked like the cafeteria window after that fight
Kayk752: awsome
FlyinRyan874: yeah I know.
FlyinRyan874: im on page 10 of metamorphosis
FlyinRyan874: but I know it wont take me long. only 40 more pages and the homework which for me is easy
Kayk752: thats ot good at all
Kayk752: not**
FlyinRyan874: eh its alright
FlyinRyan874: I can sleep till 8:30 and im going to bed at 12
FlyinRyan874: so ill be ok
FlyinRyan874: anyway I wanted to ask you something
Kayk752: good luck with that one!
Kayk752: jjk
Kayk752: am i gonan like this question or should i be scared?
FlyinRyan874: like I dont even care what happened today, I really dont. It doesnt bother me one bit. I know youre still gonna apologize for it but its okay. I was talking to someone today and they were like you guys are like a 3rd grade couple. you guys kinda dont act like you are dating. so am I the person you want to date? and If I am, im not in anyway pressuring you into something. are you just hard to open up to people?
Kayk752 signed off at 10:28:03 PM.
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Kayk752 signed on at 10:30:41 PM.
FlyinRyan874: lol hey bad connection?
Kayk752: yup
FlyinRyan874: lol
Kayk752: it was my fault
FlyinRyan874: lol no it wasnt its alright. u get my message?
Kayk752: well it might not have been but i just got dis-connected too
Kayk752: that would be a negitive to the message
FlyinRyan874: FlyinRyan874: like I dont even care what happened today, I really dont. It doesnt bother me one bit. I know youre still gonna apologize for it but its okay. I was talking to someone today and they were like you guys are like a 3rd grade couple. you guys kinda dont act like you are dating. so am I the person you want to date? and If I am, im not in anyway pressuring you into something. are you just hard to open up to people?
Kayk752: ok i am definalty confused now
FlyinRyan874: Ok
FlyinRyan874: I dont care what happened today, it doesnt bother me that we didnt do anything. but like you dont act like you want to date me. Am I the person you want to date or are you just a person that doesnt open up
Kayk752: well i sorry that you fell that way!!!!!
FlyinRyan874: lol dont apologize, im just asking.
Kayk752: asking what ?
FlyinRyan874: do u not open up to people or what?
Kayk752: no i really dont but i have nothing to open up about really
Kayk752: you know all the problems with my father and right now they arnt getting any freakin better
Kayk752: thats one of the reasons i couldnt come out today
FlyinRyan874: Im not worried about today sweetie.
Kayk752: but if i did have something to "open up" about it would and you and Lindsay would be the only ones to know about it
FlyinRyan874: ok.
Kayk752: ryan...we are having to live on like 2 dollars a week
Kayk752: 20***
Kayk752: thats why weve been spending alot of time out at my grandmas lately
FlyinRyan874: kayla, baby im not worried about all this. I just wanted to know why you were acting so closed in
FlyinRyan874: idk I just felt like a close friend rather than a bf
FlyinRyan874: blahh idk
Kayk752: i honeslty cant tell you why
Kayk752: because im not really sure myself why
Kayk752: i cant open up to people anymore
FlyinRyan874: are you saying this just because I asked you?
FlyinRyan874: like I dont care that we never hang out. dont start apologizing, im just worried why we're acting like we just started dating
FlyinRyan874: like you dont open up about anything...
Kayk752: all i can say here is sorry
Kayk752: and that ill try harder next time
Kayk752: its just real hard to open up to different people when youve been hurt soo many times
Kayk752: and it never gets any freakin better
FlyinRyan874: Pleasee stop aplogizing
FlyinRyan874: you have nothing to say im sorry too
Kayk752: what am i supposed to say here?
FlyinRyan874: im just curious
FlyinRyan874: idk just that you dont open up to people
FlyinRyan874: Im just wondering..
FlyinRyan874: =]
Kayk752: then why not ask lindsay cause i dont know
FlyinRyan874: because you should know. and because im dating you, shouldnt I be able to ask almost anything?
FlyinRyan874: lol wow im sorry now
FlyinRyan874: im just gonna go finish my book
FlyinRyan874: night baby
Kayk752: no no no


Auto Response from FlyinRyan874: Finishing metomorphosis
sleeping till 8:30

<3 kayla


Kayk752: its just somethings i dont have straighten out in my life yet after things have happened
FlyinRyan874: ok thats the only thing I needed to hear..
FlyinRyan874: I just wanted to know
Kayk752: yuo can ask mme anything it just i dont always have the answer
FlyinRyan874: youre so ditzy its cute
Kayk752: ooo boy thnkz
Kayk752: thats a compliment right there
FlyinRyan874: uh yeah
FlyinRyan874: lol
Kayk752: not really man, how about almost an insult
FlyinRyan874: lol no it was a compliment
Kayk752: well it sure didnt sound like one
FlyinRyan874: Jeeeeeeze
FlyinRyan874: kayla it was
FlyinRyan874: I dont think i can talk to you anymore online,
FlyinRyan874: lol you need voice tone to knowthings
FlyinRyan874: lol
Kayk752: whatever then
Kayk752: night

later....

FlyinRyan874: kaylaaa
Kayk752: at? wht
Kayk752: what**
FlyinRyan874: why the heck are you mad at me?
Kayk752: im not
FlyinRyan874: blah
Kayk752: what ?
FlyinRyan874: what do you mean what? darn it kayla you arent even acting like we are dating
Kayk752: OMG
FlyinRyan874: im not mad im just asking!
Kayk752: what as in...what do you want to know, why are you asking, when did this happen
Kayk752: why is this happeneing to me, whay to us ?
FlyinRyan874: jeeze are you breaking down? im just asking a question
Kayk752: yes i am breaking down
FlyinRyan874: Over what!????
Kayk752: idk
FlyinRyan874: baby im just asking a question
Kayk752: i know but...
Kayk752: i dont know what to do anymore, dont know what to say, dont know how to act, dont know how to react to things any freakin more
FlyinRyan874: dont think of how to react just react. I dont understand why you are breaking down after me just asking why you dont open up.
FlyinRyan874: say what you feel darn it
Kayk752: i f**kin do and its never right
Kayk752: soo i stop
FlyinRyan874: baby. you have to act the way you feel or youre never gonna be happy. okay. thats ALL I want from you
FlyinRyan874: to let me talk to a person that doesnt say what she thinks is right
Kayk752: i dont to you, noone else understands
FlyinRyan874: I just want to be there for you but if you dont let me in then how the heck are we going to have a relationship
Kayk752: i have been ryan
Kayk752 went away at 11:20:57 PM.
FlyinRyan874: im gonna go finish my homework. Night babe .love you




Alright, am I a totally horrible bf? (sorry its so long)

[misoshiru]

paraphrase please.