the worst day of my summer, so far Options

[ryfitaDF]

it's very ironic and sad

there are threads here about "friends with benefits don't work out. somone ends up liking the other..." so i was worried that she was starting to like me, but it ended up the other way around.

the last time i saw her (before today) was june 8th. all day at school we just hid under the stairs and made out and stuff n it was so great. then school let out and she went on vacation in jersey. she got back a week ago, but i've been too busy to talk to her till today. so i call her and hear about how she likes this other kid, who, by the way, i DESPISE (before any of this happend), so i'm feelin kinda sad. i confronted her and it turned out all the rumors were true, and that she's going to end up going out with him. i know i shouldn't be believed but i'm actually really sad, for some reason. i really liked her, i guess, but i'm an idiot and didn't want a relationship i lost what now seems like the best part of my life. oh well...



(expect a song in the "writings" section shortly)

[orionpax]

well i have learned a lesson, but not what you're thinking, probably. i figured out that friends with benefits end up getting hurt, but any relationship ends up with people gettign hurt, even marrage. i'll probably have another friend with benefits some day soon.

how so very true. i guess u'd have to be stone cold not to get hurt one way or the other.

u'll recover soon enough...