the worst day of my summer, so far Options

[ryfitaDF]

it's very ironic and sad

there are threads here about "friends with benefits don't work out. somone ends up liking the other..." so i was worried that she was starting to like me, but it ended up the other way around.

the last time i saw her (before today) was june 8th. all day at school we just hid under the stairs and made out and stuff n it was so great. then school let out and she went on vacation in jersey. she got back a week ago, but i've been too busy to talk to her till today. so i call her and hear about how she likes this other kid, who, by the way, i DESPISE (before any of this happend), so i'm feelin kinda sad. i confronted her and it turned out all the rumors were true, and that she's going to end up going out with him. i know i shouldn't be believed but i'm actually really sad, for some reason. i really liked her, i guess, but i'm an idiot and didn't want a relationship i lost what now seems like the best part of my life. oh well...



(expect a song in the "writings" section shortly)

[ryfitaDF]

This is why I've decided to not have FWBs. It's fun for a while but when one of you start feeling something, man it sucks.

Seems like there's really nothing you can do dude. I guess just take this as a lesson?

PS If I were you, I'd go whack that dude up nicely. But that isn't gonna make her like you any more so don't do it lol...

well i have learned a lesson, but not what you're thinking, probably. i figured out that friends with benefits end up getting hurt, but any relationship ends up with people gettign hurt, even marrage. i'll probably have another friend with benefits some day soon.

i really do wanna throwdown with him. no, i actually just wanna throw him down. i'll wait till he breaks her heart. that's a valid excuse, right? she's still my friend, and he most definetly will start to like somone else soon. (it's happend with every girl he's been with yet).

he's not even cute or anything. and people say he's a good kid and so nice, but he's a complete darsh to me. man, i need to slamdance now