Did he know..., that you were a virgin Options

[aznlyka]

For all my life I've been a sweet and seemingly innocent girl, but for the longest time I've always felt a strong desire to be... bad .

So when I got to college, and was on my own schedule, there was this really nice, smart guy in my microbiology class who seemed to have taken a deep interest in me. I never really picked up how to flirt in high school, but this guy made it so easy because he was the type that was patient and authentically nice. We laughed a lot and eventually got together.

Now he was older; thus, being the fly guy he was, I knew he was also more 'experienced.' I wasn't. When things started to get heavy, I acted as if I was simply playing hard-to-get. He loved it, but I was really just catching up on how to have sex. I watched a lot of porn, lol. A LOT- like how a freak would. And I read a lot too. Being the study-type, perfectionist, I wanted to make sure that if I banged him, I'd bang him dam good for the first time.

SO when we got to that point. DAM. I was so glad he was so comfortable and patient with me. I never told him I was a virgin, but he took things slow, and kinda found out the kinks fast, and pretty well with me. I didn't have to do much work. My first time was great.

I only told him that he devirginized me our 3rd time which was like the 3rd day, lol. He was surprised- he had no clue.

So, did he know you were a virgin?

[brooklyneast05]

seems like it would be hard to make yourself seem like you're experienced and physically able to handle that if you've never done it. i mean i don't really get how watching porn or reading some articles online would make you physically able to do it without letting on that you haven't before.

[aznlyka]

seems like it would be hard to make yourself seem like you're experienced and physically able to handle that if you've never done it. i mean i don't really get how watching porn or reading some articles online would make you physically able to do it without letting on that you haven't before.

Totally true. I didn't really think he would be convinced once we went down to it, but from the way I was prior to sex, I believed that he felt I had some experience even though I didn't. And I'll remind you that he did most of the work just because he's that type of guy. A good man that leads. So that was a plus for me. My simple confidence, and simply wanting to make him feel good might have compensate with not having any prior experience. The porn and reading maybe just served as knowing what to expect.