Did he know..., that you were a virgin Options

[aznlyka]

For all my life I've been a sweet and seemingly innocent girl, but for the longest time I've always felt a strong desire to be... bad .

So when I got to college, and was on my own schedule, there was this really nice, smart guy in my microbiology class who seemed to have taken a deep interest in me. I never really picked up how to flirt in high school, but this guy made it so easy because he was the type that was patient and authentically nice. We laughed a lot and eventually got together.

Now he was older; thus, being the fly guy he was, I knew he was also more 'experienced.' I wasn't. When things started to get heavy, I acted as if I was simply playing hard-to-get. He loved it, but I was really just catching up on how to have sex. I watched a lot of porn, lol. A LOT- like how a freak would. And I read a lot too. Being the study-type, perfectionist, I wanted to make sure that if I banged him, I'd bang him dam good for the first time.

SO when we got to that point. DAM. I was so glad he was so comfortable and patient with me. I never told him I was a virgin, but he took things slow, and kinda found out the kinks fast, and pretty well with me. I didn't have to do much work. My first time was great.

I only told him that he devirginized me our 3rd time which was like the 3rd day, lol. He was surprised- he had no clue.

So, did he know you were a virgin?

[*cakedout*]

Thats a lie, all the nerdy girls I know are too busy trying to get a 4.0 at Berkeley. Oh and they are saving it for marriage.

[aznlyka]

Thats a lie, all the nerdy girls I know are too busy trying to get a 4.0 at Berkeley. Oh and they are saving it for marriage.

Haha. True. Maybe. Some smart girls want more than just good grades. Some are too tired of trying for points and want to experience how it's like to be loose and have some dirty, old fun.

And the marriage thing- I felt the same way in high school, but once you taste it, you can't get enough. Especially when it's a guy you really really admire.

[*cakedout*]

...But you said...

I felt the same way in high school, but once you taste it, you can't get enough.

YOU LIED TO MEEEEEEE.

[aznlyka]

...But you said...

YOU LIED TO MEEEEEEE.

You're interpretation of what I said is weird. I don't know how it could lead you to think rape. Um, what I actually meant was... there is no better feeling than making someone I love feel physically and maybe spiritually good. Once I had that whole, happy, loving experience shared with him, I wanted that intimacy and lovey-dovey feeling to be felt all the time. I couldn't get enough of his loving.