*relief..... Options

[synatribe]

so there is this girl whom I have had the longest crush on, since 9th grade and now we are 11th, but the thing is now she has a boyfriend and her boyfriend is one of my best friends so we all see each other often. the thing is, me and her r very much into music and like I find it very... Idk when we sing together, its like... better?.. so its kinda getting harder for me to improvise around my friends cause like i dont want any drama to happen ,so I just act like I dont like her, and many people believe i dont, its like I become bipolat in front of my best friend and it becomes harder for me to have like an actual conversation with both her and my friend, cause I feel like sh*t. is there any way, do you think that I could like relieve myself cause afterall they are the closest friends I have and Im happy for my best friend because they talk about how they want to get married and stuff and i dont want to ruin that for them, and I think it will be weird if I told her cause like then we would never be able to hang out, cause it would just be too awkward, its like every girl I like, who shut me down , we arent friends anymore, so I would rather be friends with her then being awkward with her,cause I hate awkwardness, so yea what should I do, should I just keep improvising and see what happens or take the risk of telling her?

... I actually kinda feel better about talking about this, I never told any of my friends this cause it would spread, but no one from CB goes to my school, and you guys are some very smart people so yea. I posted it :], but could you please be serious in this thread? :]

[Insurmountable]

HAH, you say like as many times as I do when I'm trying to explain something, haha.

Anywho, I think you should come clean to your friend, not the girl per say but just tell your friend the truth. Be like "Hey man, I'm sorry but I've actually liked your girl for a really long time, but you guys have something great together but its just getting tough for me. I just need a break from hanging out with her per say, not you of course, just so I can get this out of my system"

And yes, if you say this, that means you get it out of your system and go find a new love cake.