honest opinions about yourself Options

[synatribe]

well after some things I have heard from people I wanted to start a topic so that people will get to know my side
so heres where you post opinions about yourself and only yourself

Im a very honest, Im very blunt also, Im not going to hide it
yes I have jocked the Marksterr and Roxanne's layouts before but in all honesty that was during my learning, imitaiting cool people phase.

I told you Im honest Im not going to run away from createblog or try to defend myself, honestly though Im dissapointed at how some staff handled the issue, also Im very annoying at first, cause thats sort of a test to you from me. idk but eventually I grow respect for you.
so yea after all the "honest opinions about you thread" I felt like I needed to explain.

how do you see yourself?

[Joanne]

Ever since I was little, I've had the desire to please people. I just don't like pissing people off or having people not like me. But I have recently decided to just not care so much anymore. My desire to have people like me has caused me too much pain, and I'm tired of it. Now I'm just going to try to be honest with people. This doesn't mean I'll be bashing people left and right and giving my complete and truthful thoughts of them... I'm just not going to lie so much anymore.
Which reminds me: back in grade 8, I was talking to a friend and I let slip that I keep a lot of my anger and emo-ness inside because I don't like confrontation. That friend (who is very blunt and honest) told me that that was good thing, and that she wishes she could do the same. Yeah, no. I now know that keeping things in just allows others to step all over you.

I also know I can be so annoying at times LOL. I tell people things they don't care about just to start conversations and I fail miserably... and then I just sound/look annoying. I know it, but that's just what I do and I can't change it. Believe me, I've tried.

... And I think that I'm quite nice and polite. I'm very patient and good with kids, but I'm horrible with people around my age. I just get awkward.