Am I asking to much? Options

[CocaineNoseJob]

Idk if i'm being a little prissy bitch or wat but tell me ur opinion...



So this whole summer he was all talk about him working just for the sole purpose of helping me out with rent and stuff. He doesnt need a job either. He lives with his parents and they pay for EVERYTHING, and when i say everything I mean free freakin gas. lucky bitch ik. yea and i just turned 19 outta my parent's house, paying for everything, school, rent, bills, gas, insurance, everything. So when the time came i actually needed help, he kinda disappointed me. He said he was gna give me 200 the minimum a month and when I asked him to help me he only gave me half. And i hated asking for help, financially wise anyways, to my boyfriend none the less. I've always been independent since I was 16, paying for everything, down to my freakin socks. So when I broke down my pride to ask for financial assistance it was really hard for me.

I mean I dont want him to feel obligated to help me out at all. And I am grateful for everything he's done. It's just he doesnt really live up to his word and rise to the occasion. It's all talk and I would rather have someone not make any promises at all when they cant do it. And he defiantly can its just he's really cheap lol. idk. All in all I'm just trying to say, IT SUCKS BEING POOR! lol but really am i sounding like im asking to much from him?

[CocaineNoseJob]

^^ I agree with u. But Idk i feel bad when i ask for help, I hate it. But as I said before he's all talk about working to help me out, how he actually has money in the bank to give me. I dont bring any of that stuff up, he talks about it all the time when he's over. But when the time came that I actually asked him for help he didnt rise to the occasion at all. Idk it sounds selfish on my part at the same time..

and yea i deleted the whole pearl jam thing right after i posted it cause i realized that it had nothing to do with me asking to much of my boyfriend and the real issue that i have now. lol but yea doublej read it before i erased it i guess...