Am I asking to much? Options

[CocaineNoseJob]

Idk if i'm being a little prissy bitch or wat but tell me ur opinion...



So this whole summer he was all talk about him working just for the sole purpose of helping me out with rent and stuff. He doesnt need a job either. He lives with his parents and they pay for EVERYTHING, and when i say everything I mean free freakin gas. lucky bitch ik. yea and i just turned 19 outta my parent's house, paying for everything, school, rent, bills, gas, insurance, everything. So when the time came i actually needed help, he kinda disappointed me. He said he was gna give me 200 the minimum a month and when I asked him to help me he only gave me half. And i hated asking for help, financially wise anyways, to my boyfriend none the less. I've always been independent since I was 16, paying for everything, down to my freakin socks. So when I broke down my pride to ask for financial assistance it was really hard for me.

I mean I dont want him to feel obligated to help me out at all. And I am grateful for everything he's done. It's just he doesnt really live up to his word and rise to the occasion. It's all talk and I would rather have someone not make any promises at all when they cant do it. And he defiantly can its just he's really cheap lol. idk. All in all I'm just trying to say, IT SUCKS BEING POOR! lol but really am i sounding like im asking to much from him?

[CocaineNoseJob]

Well as a person using someone else's utilities, knowing their situation from living paycheck to paycheck, I think it would be the ethical thing to offer money to help out a little, especially when they're there all the time. Ik thats what i would do if I were going over someones house and using their shit all the time. And my friend's boyfriend has given money without even being asked. It was just hard for me to ask my boyfriend cause i hate feeling like I need him financially.

And Pearl Jam is amazing but Dave Matthews was playing around the same time, and he knew I would have LOVED to see Dave Matthews. Seeing them wud have made my whole year, but since Pearl Jam was his favorite band he got those tickets instead and called it my bday gift. But ask anyone that knows me, I would have picked Dave Matthews over Pearl Jam any day.ITS THE THOUGHT THAT WAS LACKING. i'm not saying i totally hate him for it, but seriously it's like buying him freakin Missy Elliot tickets for his bday when Smashing Pumpkins was playing too, but I picked Missy Elliot instead cause I liked her more.