This Saturday Options

[MissFits]

I have to go to my grammas house so she can tell everyone she's dying.

I'm really scared, and when things scare I tend to not face them. I know I have to go, but I'm the kind of person that will just dip out and by the time people notice I'm already home.

What do you do when you are scared to face something?

[MissFits]

That was a really good quote.
It's just so hard, I'm not ready for her to die yet. She always said she never wanted anyone to cry because she isn't scared of death. She is actually kind of excited to die. She really wants to meet Jesus, she says.

I am usually a strong person but it just keeps reminding me of my dads death, I'm not ready for another funeral, not yet.
My younger sisters don't even know, she told me to make sure I come because I have been known to skip out on family functions. She said she doesn't have a lot of time and she wants to talk to everyone for one last time. It's just tearing me up to know that it's coming soon.