Stuck in the Past, still in love with my ex Options

[Piccola]

Hi,

I would like to share with you the things I`m passing through at the moment. I'm married and I have even a son. My husband really loves me and if he could he would even get the moon if I ask for it. Where is the problem? I`m not happy. I'm stucked in the past. I met him 8 years ago, I loved him from the first day i saw him . We became good friends. Best Friends, I used to tell him everything, he knew me inside out. We used to go out together, share anything. He was my soulmate. Both knew we were in love but none of us ever said that we were.... Maybe because if we had said that we loved each other, the spell would have been broken. It was very stupid not to confess our feelings and to remain bestfrieds for ever. After 2 years in this situation I met my husband. We started a relationship which was very different from that I had with Drew.Drew said he was very happy for me and that he hope to find love as well. I thought I love my husband, and I do love him but I am not in love with him as I was with Drew. After 3 months we were together one day Drew told me he was in love with me and that he was afraid of losing me. I cried, I didn`t know what to do, I still loved Drew, but couldn`t leave my husband... at that time I thought the best thing was to go on with my husband and try to forget Drew. That was the last time I saw Drew. Years passed and I got married, but my love for Drew never left me. He has a girlfried but still ask for me whenever he meets my friends. Now about 3 months ago we found each other on line. We chatted and sent emails, and found out that although 6 years have passed we are still in love and we will always be. I'm desperate.. I don`t know what to do.
Please help

Thanks
Piccola

[MorphineMayhem]

I agree, if you leave your husband, it will leave your son confused and torn apart. But you should also not pressure yourself in staying with this relationship. You should talk with your husband and communicate, make that old spark come back to life! You need to forget about your past love, and look at what you have infront of you. You have so many things to appreciate, don't live your life thinking about what could have been.