Write a note to your past self Options

[Tung]

Dear Tung of 2 years ago,

________Why didn't you just do what you wanted to do, instead of obeying your parents. You wouldn't have been stuck here in Davis, and you could've gone to San Diego instead. Also, why didn't you ever give the long distance a try. Not even TRY. You gave up, and look where that's gotten you. You shouldn't have worried so much about what people thought of you that year, because look now. They don't even impact your life. You truly forgot who your real friends were, and were more worried about other people who didn't give a damn about you. You should've never took that Gap job. I mean, I think that was also another reason why you broke up with her, b/c you fell in lust with your co-worker. Shame on you.

Love Tung. 5-13-08

[tailoredtrouble]

dear ellie of right now:
get off cb and do your algebra.

dear ellie of an hour ago:
look out behind you.

dear ellie of november:
convince your doctor you really DO have mono, so he wont give you zoloft, so you wont spaz out, so people wont think your a tweaker.

dear ellie of three years ago:
calm down. transferring is the best thing to ever happen to you. they arent as bad as you picture them to be. you wont fit in, but nobody does, which makes you just as awesome (if not more) as everyone else. but dont tell them everything about you. keep secrets. because that's the only way to get past their bad sides. but you'll realize their bad sides are still better than everyone else's good sides.

love the fricken, yes, a-thats-right-you-survived-, FRESHIE version of your chameleon self.

ps.
anything i just said probably doesnt matter, because you'll have too much fun and screw everything up anyway. which is ok.