Wow this is usually not me, but hey what the hell., Honest J! Options

[DoubleJ]

My life is so disorganized right now what the hell am I going to do. I feel as though I have lost my complete being of what I used to be and now I am not sure what to do. I lost my great sense of fashion, my edge that I used to have, and among other things I just feel like a loser. I feel as though I have been in the same position for the past two years and have nothing to look forward to other than becoming a firefighter. I usually don't do things like this, but this weekend really had me thinking and I am so unsure of myself that I don't even know what to do anymore. I am hoping that somebody that has felt the same way before can give me some advice or something of that nature. ANY thoughts negative and positive would help.

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It's good that you stopped caring about fashion... it seems like you hit a change in your life. Almost like mine... I lost all interest in stupid shit like trends, tv, radio, materialism in general, I stopped caring about the shit that I wanted and realized I only cared about things I needed. So take this privilege now to learn about yourself, this is the perfect time while other shit in your life seems useless.

I went through the same phase and I took advantage of it... and it definitely bettered myself as a whole, regardless of what these chumps here say.

I see your passion for being a fire fighter, don't let anything discourage you homie.