dazed and confused., craziness in my life. Options

[nickbourne]

so i am currently attending art school. while two of my friends from high school are attending a community college back home. we have discussed some living arrangements for next fall because they are going to be attending school in the same area as me. they are both dating, and have been for about 2 years now. i am completely okay with moving in with them, but i kinda have a huge secret that could change the whole situation. i am gay, and they dont know. i dont want this to affect our plans for next year, but at the same time they need to be informed of the situation, because it can be awkward if i just start bringing random guys to the apartment.

i guess i am just afraid of how they are going to react. i dont want this to be the end of a friendship that has lasted since elementary school. we managed to stay in touch while going our seperate ways, and now that the trio could be getting back together i guess i am just afraid.

well i guess i am done ranting and raving for the day.

comments/suggestions would be much appreciated.