Ever feel guilty?, i do Options

[pandamonium]

Ever feel so guilty about something?

I am the only child and I usually get what I want. but..

Today I went and bought myself a mac. It was kind of a present from my mom and dad since they didnt give me a present for christmas this year. I was going to save up for it, but every time i got another paycheck it went towards my savinsg or paying off bills. But last year my parents gave me like the biggest present of all which was a car.

When i left my house today, my aunt was like.. "Did you give him money to buy that?" and my mom said no, so that it seemed like i bought it myself with my money. When she really did buy it for me.

Now that everybody knows that I bought a mac today, i feel like everybody has had something bad to say about it. I feel so guilty because I have gotten so much from my parents... I really am grateful about all they have given me and I do thank them so much. But it just seems like I have gotten everything through my parents and for that I feel guilty...

[Joss-eh-lime]

feels like this could go in relationships?
hm...

yeah sometimes i feel guilty about asking for stuff, but i'll usually do something to earn it, so that feeling goes away.
& sometimes i feel like i don't deserve all my parents do for me, so that just motivates me to show them my gratitude more often.