tell me if i`m in the wrong, sorry for any spelling errors. i`m on my kickk. Options

[jayybee]

okay so i`m a senior at my high school and i been stepping since i was a freshman. its something i love to do and i take great pride in doing it. so the rules are that step captains are seniors and co captains are seniors juniors or sophmores so i been planning and working real hard to prove that i`m captain material for my senior year. so since the beginning of the school year i been setting up step by myself with no help from no one but it was okay with me. so after 2months of planning we finally have clinics and i dubbed myself temp. captain cuz i had been running the team by myself, out of no where on of the boy steppers from last year [also my exbf] just pops up ouyt of nowhere and says what step do you want me to teach? i look at him like he crazy. now i could have said kick rocks bitch and did myy thing but i wanted him to be the other captain and i tried to include him along the way in the process but he wouldn't help. and that was his decision so he helped on the firsst day of clinics and i didn`t say nothing. on the second day i didn`t show cuz i had cheerleading stuff to do. but when i came back for the last day of clinics the kids tryin out dun learned the step backwards because of what kevin [my ex] taught them. so i started from scratch with them and realized that they cuaght in really fast and were doing the step better than me when i first tried out for step. so i thought about it that night and figured why even have tryouts everyones gonna make the team anyway.so i got to school that day and told everyone trying out to come to a meeting at lunch. but before that i seen one of the girls i had already told was on the step team and asked her about the situation and we agreed to tell the tryout kids they made the team. we get to the meeting and we tell everyone the news and kevin gets an attitude. in front of everyone! now again this could`ve been another chance for me to say get the steppin trick you dnt even got a say why are you here?! but i was trying to be nice because it was my vision to have both of us be captain our senior year.so we got into a big arguement and our advisor said we had to have tryouts so i said i wasn't going to be there. i really wsnt because i had plans fter school that got pushed back. so he said we would have practice over the break i said okay. i never got a call all break saying whether or not we had practice. i didn`t say nothing. school started up again and he was talking to me. after school i have class where the team practices and had to stay after to do work. all of a sudden all these steppers come in and start practicing. i`m thinking to myself okay why nobody told me?! so i dnt say nothing for the sake of no arguements. they had practice everyday that week without telling me not one time. i`m thinking damn am i off the team!? now remember i took the time spent the money and made the calls to get our step team set up for the 07-08 season. why am i doing the work and then getting treated like i was never apart of it to begin with!? so our advisor says we have to choose captains but says anyone can be captain.whoa nelly! those ain`t the rules! he says there are new rules.[there were no actual new rules] they nominate new captains and i dnt get picked. hell if i was a stepper and i saw that the person who was supposed to be our captain ain`t been to practice the whole week i wouldn't nominate them either!! i would nominate the people who been acting like they the captain! and that's exactly what they did kevin got captain and i didn`t. so i went tot class and i texted my byfriend and told him what happened and he kinda started making me feel bad about it so i started crying while in class with kevin and i walked out. so my advisor sees me crying as well as my cheer coach and the make us sit down the next day and talk it out. we were in the officer 4 2hours argueing. he was like well we thought you didn`t want to do it anymore. [bullshit!!] so what i want to know was was i wrong for saying how i felt and getting angry, because everyone else is saying i just did all that cuz i was being power hungry and i hoped our advisor would take pity and kick kevin off and make me captain. i treated step like it was my baby and to me it seemed like i raised my baby up and child protective services came and snatched it away under false pretenses. i just want my baby back.=/ please let me know your opinions.



oh & to add insult to injury, i was talking to my advisor & he said that we are suposed to have 2 captains & two co captains i was like yeah that was the rules & then he gon say that the two captains gotta be seniors,i was like weel you just broke the rules because one of the captains is a junior! he was like oh well she can't be captain. i was like did you read the rules, he was like yeah. so i said no you didnt because if you had read the rules none of this would have happened and i would be captain right now, so its all your fault. It's his first year [technically second] kinda being our advisor so i didnt really come down to hard on him. but it made me more upset that he didnt listen to what i was saying and all this shit started.

[tooeffingcrazy]

Uh...

Yes, keep stepping!