he's myy best & i love him., i'm in love with myy best friend!!!=/ Options

[jayybee]

okayy.
i met him the summer before myy junior year
[ima senior now, we in the same grade]
& we hit it off from the get go.
like we are soo much alike its freaky deeky weird.
anyway, when we met i was going out with this other boy
who wasn't exactly the best thing for me.
well my best friend was there through it all,
i mean he helped me realize that myy boyfriend
at that time was just playn me
&& that he kept coming back for me
because he knew i would let him.
Anyway, i broke it off with myy boyfriend & it was cool.
after about 6mnths of knowing him
i noticed that this guy is perfect for me.
i mean, perfect!!
he was another race [which i've always wanted to date]
he's great dresser, he makes me laugh, he a dancer!!!
[go figure!!??] && he stole myy heart.
throughout then && now i've just been attached to him.
texting him, calling him, little games
we've played with one another.
but one night last year it got serious, he started
hitting on me. like really hitting on me,
but im a chicken && i dont make the first move so i just went along with it like it was a joke or something.
well we continue to do it today but in a more intimate wayy
&& we are just like a real couple.
we argue, then make up, we have nicknames,
private jokes, private meetings.
the thing is i want to tell him but im scared &&
ive been hiding this secret for over a year now.
i think he knows because one night we were talking
&& he said that somethingg was different about me [after some heavy flirting].i asked how he said i dont know, you just
seem different.
since that happened i been stuckk on it.
i just need to know what to do.
help!!!

[Laughsalot]

I look at all these successful love stories that started from being best freinds and i feel like crap. I had a close freind that was a guy..we were really close.i knew him since i was in 4th grade and we started liking each other since the middle of 6th grade...we were flirting alot and stuff. i know it may seem like i'm too young but i was ready to admit how much i truly liked him and how i was ready for him to admit it back..I hinted to him countless times that i had feelings for him making it the perfect opportunity for him to admit it too. But he never did. There's no doubt, that he was less mature than me then..and i think becuase of that he wasn't ready to get into anything potentially serious. We live in different areas(i live in a whole different country now). Almost two years has passed since the last time were in school together and saw each other. And we still talk online. He's definitly matured quite a deal since the last i saw him. But..when i go back the the u.s. i'm going to a different school. I think it's hopeless between us. But you can't really forget someone completely once you had strong feelings for them before.. But to be honest i think it's still too early to say anything about us. I think we'll meet when i go back and i guess it'll continue from there.

well i hope it goess well between the two of you