Wow this is usually not me, but hey what the hell., Honest J! Options

[DoubleJ]

My life is so disorganized right now what the hell am I going to do. I feel as though I have lost my complete being of what I used to be and now I am not sure what to do. I lost my great sense of fashion, my edge that I used to have, and among other things I just feel like a loser. I feel as though I have been in the same position for the past two years and have nothing to look forward to other than becoming a firefighter. I usually don't do things like this, but this weekend really had me thinking and I am so unsure of myself that I don't even know what to do anymore. I am hoping that somebody that has felt the same way before can give me some advice or something of that nature. ANY thoughts negative and positive would help.

[RealTalk]

I felt like that last year. When I screwed up my knee I wasn't able to play sports and I really identified myself as being an athlete. That whole year I really didn't understand who I was. I still haven't recovered from my knee injury so I still feel apart of me is missing. I feel like I'm stuck in this long journey to recover while I'm just going through the same old motions. School, speech, homework and then repeat. The only reason I don't let my grades slack is because of my parents. I know I have a good life and all, but I can't but feel I'm just stuck in this place. College is coming up and everyone keeps asking where I want to go to school and what I want to do. I have noidea about anything these days so I just keep doing what people tell me to do.

It's like an identity crisis or something.


Point is yeah I know exactly how you feel. This is going to sound lame, but maybe you need a journey of self discovery and reevaluate who you are as person and realize it's not your profession or anything else that defines you. Maybe you need to really go back and think about your ambitions before you felt this way.

I really hoped I helped.