pls help i rly don't know what to do but i can't handle it anymore Options

[barbieeedollxo]

me and my mom have never gotten along and she is psycho. she has tried to kill me 3 times and shit like that. and she trie to have total control over my life. i've never been able to go out and have fun with my friends or anything like that. and im sick of not being able to do anything because im stuck at home taking care of my bro and sis and the house bc my mom wont do anything. i turned 18 dec. 19th and i was going to move out but the problem with that is they aren't going to let me have my car so it'll be hard for me to have a job and i need money. but it's just keeps getting worse. my mom got on my myspace and sent all of my friends a msg. telling them i was crazy and dangerous and they didn't need to talk or hang out with me anymore. im 18 i think i should at least be able hang out and have fun. but with my mom its impossible. so should i move out and just save up money for a cheap car? or should i just try and stay? pls respond because i rly need help with this. bc i just don't think i can handle it anymore.

[MissFits]

My parents never tried to kill me but they were VERY controlling. I wasn't even aloud to play outside when I was a kid.

It eventually led to me not being able to have any friends. If my friends ever talked to or saw me outside of school they knew it had to be quick. I once got caught sneaking out and lets just say it did not end well.
Things eventually got better when my parents quit abusing drugs. Maybe that is your mom's problem?

I moved out of my mom's home when I was 16. I lived on my own raising my sisters on a car hops salary. I walked 2 miles to work almost every day.

You don't need a car to do anything. Find a friend with a supportive parent, move out, save money, and get your own place.