How are you supposed to feel |
 Dec 28 2007, 03:58 PM
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When you've lost your best friend of over ten years?
Because I just now, feel so torn, but at the same time, I don't feel anything. I want you to know I tried my hardest, and you know, I might be the only person who could handle all of that the way I did. It's not about the one little incident, but everything else before that caused it to occur. And I still can't put the blame on anyone else but me. But I don't want to be a resentful person, so I'm letting it (you) go. Maybe I shouldn't just yet, but I am. I'm not being vain when I say this because it's probably the truest thing I'll ever say. I am a lot more deserving, and I can be replaced but I'll always be the biggest missing piece in that puzzle. So tell me you're not sorry because you realized it was the right thing to do and I can't keep coming back just so I could be below my level. |
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Dec 28 2007, 04:43 PM
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 we go a-drowning Group: Member Posts: 964 Joined: Apr 2007 Member No: 519,725 |
im sorry people dont reply. your approach to writing is confusing.
so im going to answer the question, though i dont know if youre really asking it. i lost my mom at 14, and she was my best friend. i felt depressed, guilty, and betrayed. but, you know, life goes on. |
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flytulip How are you supposed to feel Dec 28 2007, 03:58 PM
flytulip I know. I tell myself that so many times. It's... Dec 28 2007, 05:11 PM deplorable its just your coping mechanism, dont feel bad abou... Dec 28 2007, 05:26 PM
sparrowdust i can relate.. or at least i think i can. when peo... Dec 28 2007, 06:14 PM |
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