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 Nov 17 2007, 04:20 AM
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Dear cB diary,
It's my birthday in a week. I'm so freaking excited. I really hope it turns out as I plan it to be...I'm just so damned paranoid not enough people will give me their money for the bus! Ack. I need a few more still but oh well. In the meantime, school is keeping me busy (yet here I am on cB venting) ... so many projects! Its crunch time and that's not cool.  Seriously. I just want it all done, done, done and for my birthday and Christmas break to just get here already.
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Dec 23 2007, 08:12 PM
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 long time no CB. Group: Official Member Posts: 3,889 Joined: Jan 2007 Member No: 493,502 |
Dear cB Diary,
Why am I so selfish? Why am I so jealous? Why am I so complicated? What is wrong with me these days? I seriously need to rant my anger out on something.. here it goes? I'm so stressed because of the sh!tload of homework we get everyday. I need to start sleeping earlier because I'm obviously not getting enough sleep. I keep losing weight when I should really be GAINING weight, otherwise ____ is going to call me anorexic which I'M FREAKING NOT. I'm really confused about who I like at the moment. I don't know who to trust these days. I have to start thinking more about who are my true friends and who aren't. So many people want to create drama everyday for no f**king reason. I'm sick of it! I still have to get Christmas gifts for my parents and there's no time to go shopping for one. I'm seriously BROKE at the moment and there's no way of getting any money. My brother borrowed freaking $50 from me and never paid me back. I waste my life reading ff and I should really stop. I need to catch up (SERIOUSLY) on my reading log because I'm not even close to being finished. My book review is due and I didn't even start my retarded classic book. I'm getting so many bad grades these days. I have to f**king do my math check and I'm scared of asking J for notes because she's already pissed with giving K her notes. I can't ask E because.. I don't think she'd want to give them to me. I have to get ready for regionals and my gay C-chromatic scale isn't working out. My scales are messy as hell. I have to update that notebook and I don't even know where to start. I have to update Only for the Prize and it seriously sucks like shit right now. I totally gave up on C and I didn't even START TN. I can't believe this. I keep rushing myself. I'm going beyond my standards. I want to go to the SJ or TQ concert when I go to Korea next year, but that's .0000001% I'll go. On top of that, I want to meet either backstage but that's like, literally, .0000000000000000000000000000000000000001% chance. Why? It's just.. seriously impossible? and I don't even know if I'm going to their freaking concert. I keep thinking about it and if I don't get it, i KNOW i'm going to be disappointed. I should forget it.. and it's my last visit to Korea (yeah, first visit in 7 years and last visit until I get out of college) and I seriously want to make it important. What the hell. Ah, that felt good ^ 
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