When is it "too much"?, where is the line that can't be crossed? Options

[SelinaSex]

I have been with my boyfriend for 11 months. today.
And even tho it was our aniversary, it was one of the worst ever day between us. we ddint even speak for like 10 minutes.
I feel like he doesnt love me. because he has seriously just been acting like he doesnt care. It hurts soo bad....
but i dont want to give up.
We've had some major problems
with everything form his drugs, to {the worst heartache ever: } me having to wait for him to "decide" if he wanted to be with me, or wanted one of our other friends.
He has stopped caring about me, stopped trying to hangout with me, he even cancelled plans with me yesturday, and broke one of his promises to me today.
I haven't felt the same for him since the whole situation with our frind, and him wanting to be with her.
but i still love him
i dont know what to do
honestly i strongly feel like its not worth it
he isnt the best boyfriend.
and i feel like he isnt worht all these tears i keep shedding

should i end it?

[LoveToMySilas]

You deserve better and you know it. I think you're just afraid that you won't be able to find someone else after you break it off. Listen, someone once told me "If your boyfriend doesn't treat you right, don't wait for him to change, find someone who will." As cliche as it sounds, what does your heart say? You can try to talk it over, but you've been down that road before. Time means nothing if you guys aren't bonding together.