feel so betrayed Options

[MrStrife]

Should actually be ashamed of myself. I've never had a stable cellphone in my posession so I've never really kept in touch with most people. It's more like see everybody every now and then. Now I'm getting the vibe that I dissed them.

Well I ditched one my homeboys to kick it with his cousin and some girls. We partied, f**ked around and I ended up getting kicked out of my crib. Make things even worse, my sister thinks the girl I'm getting with is a slut, that slut (who has a very charming personality) is getting with another guy, and I couldn't sleep last night because it was the first night in a while I slept by myself.

I don't even know what to say for myself except I feel like shit and this aint fair. Tired of the game...

[MrStrife]

Ok it all started like this. One night I ditched my homeboy to go kick it with some girls that his cousin just met. He got pissed and all of a sudden he got all mad and started talking shit. Later on the night we got the girls and partied at my mother's house and then it was all cool. Then a couple of days later there was a big party for my sister at the house and we did our own thing in my room. That night me and homeboy was sleeping with the girls and well... no better way to say this except they got busy while me and the other girls were sleeping. Then yeah when I woke up and started getting hot with my girl, I got the idea too and it was a busy room. lol. Apparently it was all too loud since my mother came to my room in the morning and started knocking on the door nonstop and kicked me out on the spot. With me and babygirl though, I took her out to play pool and let her drive (which my sister got pissed at me for), but we both lost feelings for each other. First, she comes from a gangsta family who used to by my enemies and my sister doesn't like her (it takes a lot for a girl to impress my sister) and now she's getting to know that dude's other homeboy. He's a cool cat but I look better. jk lol. Honest, I did like her and I was planning to take her to the aquarium but those girls are the type to play games and all of them just stopped calling me and now I'm feeling a little lonely.