the end Options

[huihead]

so it's over. i've been sensing a sort of distance. he doesn't want to see me. he doesn't call me. he doesn't IM me. nothing. the connection was lost. after all, it takes two to tango. i IMed him today.. "we need to talk. something feels different between us.."

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tears started pouring down my face. he said he had been feeling like this since a few days ago, give or take. he said he tried to make it work. when was that? it's ironic that the background to my xanga should say, "never give up on the things that make you smile," because between the pain and the tears, the only thing i could do was let go.

[huihead]

thanks for all the comments. it's been really hard for me. every time i see him i want to cry.. even if it's just a picture of him =T. i've had regents to take for school [really important tests] and it's been taking me forever to finish because i keep thinking about him =[