I have trouble socializing Options

[dododiva]

I'm bad at conversations.

I'm usually quiet and envious of those who have a lot confidence and can easily talk to everyone. Well, i am always cautious of what i say, i never want to say the wrong things-yet, i think i still do.

Also, I'm really really afraid of being alone with a person. I end up panicking, trying to figure out what to say or do. This is a problem because in the future, how will i talk to my (future)boyfriend? How will i make new friends?

Usually, i make friends through connections of i have other people become friends with me. I'm very very shy. And when people say "be yourself" I'm just like, "How?" because I don't know the real me.''

Sounds really lame, but hey, it's my problem.

[yupimchuck]

i used to be so scared to talk to people.

and honestly.
i got sick of it

like it got to a point where if osmeone talked to me.. i cried.


now,
im really self conscious - but youd never know it.. i walk with confidence, i can talk to anyoen and everyone..

i really jus dont give a shit.