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[lovescream]

Okay, umm. So, this is yeah, pretty typical, but yea.
Okay so i have this frienddd nowww, we're not that close
[ http://www.createblog.com/forums/index.php...=174524&hl= ]
But yeah. Long story short (if you didnt wanna read that or dont remember): she basically was my best friend for my whole life so far but during high school she just completely ignores me for her friends and we drifted away to talking like 3 times a week, or every now and then. :/ Let's call her Mary.

So, yeah, now we started talking a bit, blah, and well, we were talking about guys and apparently, I like this guy at my school and blah. Let's call him Bob. Well, apparently, Mary adds Bob on myspace and they talk through that and aim and its like the 2nd day theyve met. [btw, I dont think they've ever met irl yet but they do live near each other. we just go to diff. schools cuz we're in magnet schools and shes not]. * lol some side note, i think she lied to him saying how she was accepted but turned it down to our school..! she told me she didnt WANT TO GO IN THE FIRST PLACE so she didnt even apply! i was like wthhh!
but yeah, mary tells me she's already falling for him. well my natural reaction is of course, jealousy. i saw him on her top 23402834234 and her on his top 2340234234. I saw the comments though and it said stuff like "omg you're on my top!" then the reply was something like "oh you're on my top too now." i dont know if that was out of just so she doesnt feel bad or they really got close after 2 days. o.o

I don't know what to do because well, she is still my friend, and last year her heart was "broken" by this one duuuude..
and I felt so bad because she was obsessing over their break-up. But now, I mean, I really.. like him and it's one of the first guys i've actually crushed on since likeee.. 4 years.

So I don't know if i should not mind my jealousy and support my friend [especially cuz of the relationship last year] or try to go for him myself. I mean I'm still pissed that she just broke our friendship for a guy [Mary hung out with the guy who broke her heart before and after their relationship cuz she was soo obsesssed i guess? lol. i mean yea >< would ditch me for HIM]

[*Girthy*]

if she was really your friend she wouldnt be all over your crush.