can't find bras T.T Options

[oceanxmelody]

I'm a 17 year old girl.
Well, my waist and shoulders are too small for my breast size..
and therefore I can never find any bras! My breasts are also uneven. The right one is larger than the left :/
I don't like how they look and they are too big in my opinion.
I'm a size 30 B or C in the US and I've even been D E F every size possible!
The problem is that no bra other than A comes in a 30.
So I can never find any in stores ):
In Europe I'm size 65C or D.

Is there anyone who can help?
I don't even understand what my size is and why I can be so many different cup sizes.

This topic depresses me and I suffer and on top of everything have scoliosis. && can't wear whatever I want to!

I'd appreciate advice and I thank you.

[xxlipglossxx]

I wear a 34-D, but they don't sell that size at places like Wal-Mart. I tried. I wore Bs for years because I didn't realize that they didn't fit properly. I had to go to stores in the mall, like Sears or JC Penny. You could also try Victoria's Secret, but they will be a bit pricey. You may be able to wear a 32 if you hook it in the tightest hook. I'm pretty sure they make 32-B's. Lemme know how it goes!