Boyfriend help., Confused feelings. Options

[omfGWEN]

Hey guys,

You probably wouldn't know me, I'm kinda new I just started an account, but I was googling stuff last night & I stumbled upon this forum thing. Well I thought the concept of Girls & Boys lockers were cool. So I signed up.

Anyway, I kinda have a problem.

Tomorrow is my 10 month anniversary with my boyfriend. I'm 14 and he's 15. Lately, he's been acting different. Like.. say we tried something new. Aside from all the kissing, something like 3rd base.. I thought it would bring us closer together in a different way, but he's kinda been acting different.

So I'm confused, was he using me, or is our relationship just slowly disappearing.. If you wanted to know how he's been acting different, I noticed that he treats me like his friend, not his girlfriend?

For example, I'd suggest something, or say something, and he would be like, "See that road that? Just stand in the middle of it for a while ok. Just a while." & he'll point to the road and slam his fist into his hand. He speaks like this to his friends, and he'll tell them to suck it up or harden up when they say something.

I know he's joking, but I don't WANT him to treat me like I'm his friend, I want him to treat me like something more? I don't know how to get about this to him, because I know for a fact he's joking, but I can't stand it how he does it all the time, and I don't want to talk to him about it because he'd probably think I'm a freak because he's just JOKING. I hate it how everything comes down to how he's joking, but when I say something, he'll be like "Wtf?" & then stand in front of me with his back facing me and say to his mate on purpose, "Hey, hows it going?" & I'd be standing there, ignored.

Most of the time he says, "Im joking, I love you." & kiss me or something, but I don't want to be hearing "I'm joking" all the time..

Now I'm confused because I don't want to be treated less, yet I'm still in love with him. Maybe we're changing, he's changing, but I'm not. Maybe also for the fact that he's comfortable around me, that's why he's treating me like his friend. But I really don't know. & I just want to be normal with him again.

Just normal.

[Tung]

I'm not a jerk. I'm the biggest sweetheart ever. =]
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