Is it wrong ?, that you fckn repulse me Options

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

So, lately all the guys that I've been into and that have been into me as well, and we've made the motions of talking and going beyond friendship, when i think about him, i become disgusted. And i no longer want to look at him, much less go out with him. Maybe it's cus im a dirty teasing slut, and I know they're not right for me, I just want something to do when I'm bored. I'm thinking it has to do w/ shit that's happened in the past but i could have sworn i'd gotten over it. Maybe I didn't. Or maybe this is a whole 'nother thing and my past isn't even relevant. Anyways, point of topic is :

Does that ever happen to anyone ? You hella like someone, and all of a sudden I am just turned OOOOFFFF.

[MrStrife]

^Then why were you talking to him in the first place?

Well, first impressions aren't always right. I'm just guessing you are horrified by the way they really act when you both get comfortable.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

^ yeah, he didnt really play hard to get which is why i lost interest as well, but if def. wasn't the main reason. He was so eager to tell me all these nice things, but would turn around and try to pryyy compliments from me. He'd be all " Do you think im ugly ? I think girls dont like me cus im too nice, and they think im ugly " and bla bla. What the hell am i supposed to say to that ? I didn't think he was that cute, but my friends thought he was and kept on telling me how smart and chill he was, and thats what interested me. And even when we were just talking as friends, not talking in a relationship sort of way, he wanted to know what i was doing where i was and who i was with then he'd ask what i was doing alll over again alll the time. It was just annoying since I'm not even his girl.

^Then why were you talking to him in the first place?

Well, first impressions aren't always right. I'm just guessing you are horrified by the way they really act when you both get comfortable.

Yeah. The guy I'm talking about seemed really smart and like a pretty laid back guy that I'd have fun hanging out with. I knew that he was shy, but i kind of liked that. But after it took me a while to get past the shy, and i got to know him he was just not really interesting. And instead of being all laid back and smart, he seemed pretty uncomfortable and awkward ( and maybe i made him feel that way, who knows ) and like he didn't comprehend things very well, which irritated me. And I have this thing, just a this thing about hands. And his were uglllyyy and weird and just ew. He was also very judgemental and rude. It just hella turned me offff.