Is it wrong ?, that you fckn repulse me Options

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

So, lately all the guys that I've been into and that have been into me as well, and we've made the motions of talking and going beyond friendship, when i think about him, i become disgusted. And i no longer want to look at him, much less go out with him. Maybe it's cus im a dirty teasing slut, and I know they're not right for me, I just want something to do when I'm bored. I'm thinking it has to do w/ shit that's happened in the past but i could have sworn i'd gotten over it. Maybe I didn't. Or maybe this is a whole 'nother thing and my past isn't even relevant. Anyways, point of topic is :

Does that ever happen to anyone ? You hella like someone, and all of a sudden I am just turned OOOOFFFF.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

It didn't sound bitchy (=

Yeah, that's pretty much what I meant tho. The whole "chase" is over once I know they like me too, and I just get bored and disinterested. The last boy i was talking to, was just boring, had no self-esteem, no confidence and hand really ugly hands. I have a thing about hands, like a fetish. So if they're pretty hands I'll love them, but if they're hideous, they will disgust me. His low self esteem and lack of confidence is what turned me off the most. He'd randomly ask if i thought he was ugly, or tell me im pretty and what was i doing talking to him and blabla. Just put me off =\