Yeah...so....i need some advice please, its about my internet boyfriend >.> dont flame me Options

[runa-hisoka]

Ok, so like, Ive had a boyfriend over the internet now for like a little over two years. We've never met face to face one, cause neither of us can afford to fly him here, and my dad doesnt want to let me go out of state.

My parents have known about brandon since a few months into the relationship, and they seem fine with it. Its just, well, you know how dads are with their daughters.

What i know of brandon (my boyfriend) is that hes a very good man, albeit jealous out of his mind at times, but he has his reasons. I love him, atleast I think i do. How can you know though if youve never even been face to face before?

Also, ive cheated on him a few times already cause...well im clingy and i need someone to hug me and kiss me and shit, and he cant do that whiel hes in arizona and im in texas. He always took me back though...begged me back...


Basicaly, what i want to know, is should I keep waiting for when i get to meet him? Its been over two years...and its getting hard to think about someone i care so much for being so far away...

I have other friends i know over the internet (that ive met IN REAL LIFE before i talked to them over the net) that are tryign to set me up with their buddies, and i dont want to pass up on oppurtunity...i know a few of the people they are trying to set me up with already and i do like them alot...

*sigh* i dug myself into a hole didnt i? well...thats my predicament...any advice?

[*icecreamisyummy*]

my family was planning on moving to florida, so i went through aol's member directory adn searchedfor someone from that area to ask about the school what there is to do there etc. well we ended up not moving but the following summer i got the chance to go to that town and stay at my moms friends sisters house and spend about 3 weeks there. well it so happened to be that the guy i had been talkin to for the passt 7 months lived right behind the ladies house. we never had a cahcne to meet up or anythign cuz the ppl i was stayin with were very strict about guys. so i would go online when he was home and tell him to go outside so i could see him and he would do it. one day we went to the mall and what do you know he was there too but i wasnt sure if it was him or not so when i got home i checked my email and found one from him sayin he saw me at the mall and blah blah.

we continued to talk online and a couple times on the phone and went on cam.

that summer i joined my schools band and found out that they were takin a band trip to florida i was so excited. so we met up and spent the whle day today. he even watched me march in a parade at magic kingdom in the pouring rain.

that same year he was tourin around the US with DCI (drum and bugle corp) and had a competition where i lived. i watched him performed and we hung out afterwards. that was our first kiss

i was in me senior year was tryin to find a college down in fl and my mom suggested university of tampa since she has fam there and wanted me to have someone asorund to help. well what do you, he had moved to tampa with his mother. so i went on a college visit and we got to hang out the same nite.

after that he kinda back away for a few months. then we started to talk every nite and one day i asked if he waned to com visit me on his spring break. he did and ever since then we've been together and i just moved to tampa. we're plannin on mo ving intogether by next month.

this all started around thanksgiving my freshman year in high school. Now im in college. all im sayin you can def find the love of your life online. and the good thign about it is that you dont fall for him/her because of their looks but for somethign much more something that it takes couples that meet each other in the streets a while to figure out.

and yes there are the weird perverts online. but you just gotta be careful. never go meet up with them by yourself. have friends or someone you trust that knows the situation with you.