OKay I need advide, GUY HELP PLEASEE Options

[Pumpx3itup]

okay this is going to be slightly confusing and
you need a summary of my bfs

#1 abused me
#2 used me
#3 pressured me
#4 loved me

okay, Soo I broke up with them all for obvious reasons except for 4
all he ever did was love me. and I broke up with him because someone started a rumor he just wanted in my pants and I got scared. so I ran.
But I really care about him but i'm really unstable and I don't know what to do I know he could help me heal. Ohh but main problem. ALL of my friends hate him and they got mad that i talk to him. but When i was in his arms I felt soo happy and safe. and happy and I aren't usually togetehr in a sentance. I'm battling depression, and a self harm addiction. I just want some advice from people who havent heard the rumors and maybe know how i feel

kthnx♥

ask anything you like if I left stuff out.

[Pumpx3itup]

hah Yeah I'm bad at this whole taking advice well but I'm trying because I really need/want it.

but I've talked to him about it a few times, He just wants to help. He doesn't really get it... But he just wants to help me heal. ITs kinda confusing my friends don;'t like him because He's hurt me before, but he didnt realize it and then there was rumors about him wanting in my pants and Idk.

BUt I though I was over them, BUt I get freaked out sometimes it just like haunts me, I guess.

[LittleMissSunshi...]

hah Yeah I'm bad at this whole taking advice well but I'm trying because I really need/want it.

but I've talked to him about it a few times, He just wants to help. He doesn't really get it... But he just wants to help me heal. ITs kinda confusing my friends don;'t like him because He's hurt me before, but he didnt realize it and then there was rumors about him wanting in my pants and Idk.

BUt I though I was over them, BUt I get freaked out sometimes it just like haunts me, I guess.

what did he do to hurt you? if it is something serious, then no don't go out with him. if it isn't, then go for it, cause he's just trying to be there. and i know that your scared, and worried, don't want anything like that to happen again. but if he just loved you, then go for it. ignore rumors, ask him about that, talk it with him, thats all i can say. i hoped that help !