Those Dreaded Things Options

[towntown2]

Okay..last night, I sent a voicemail to this guy I've been talking to.
In that voicemail, I told him that I like him and that he doesn't have to be obligated to reciprocate the feelings.
I didn't want to put pressure on him, and so I told him that if he doesn't like me back, then I'd still like to be friends without the awkard stuff.

Now, usually, he calls me daily around this time, 11-ish to noon.
I'm pretty sure he got my voicemail..
I'm theorizing that he hasn't called back because he doesn't want to.

Ugh!
I hate waiting for phone calls like this!
I just feel so bleehh because I'm not used to being the person who's pursuing somebody else. I'm used to being the pursued. This is hard.

[towntown2]

I couldn't bring myself to tell him in person or over the phone.
I would've thrown up from nervousness.
Whatever, he probably won't call back, and I know, I know, it's my fault.
Maybe I f**ked it up.

[*Michelle*]

I couldn't bring myself to tell him in person or over the phone.
I would've thrown up from nervousness.
Whatever, he probably won't call back, and I know, I know, it's my fault.
Maybe I f**ked it up.

Don't blame and bash yourself and sit in agony. You didn't f**k anything up; if he doesn't like you, he doesn't. The heart chooses it's own path. [/corniness] Seriously, though, you took a big leap of faith, and although it didn't turn out the way you liked it, there are plenty of fish in the sea. [/cliche]