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[manaway]

alright well theres this girl ive known her for a while now
she works for my dad and everything is fine we never fight we kinda f**k around while we work like picking on eachother n shit then finally she just graduated and i went to her graduation party

Well she was drunk like a hour or so before i got there so she was pretty sober when i was there but i showed her my car n everything and we started talking hugging n everything then were sitting around her fire and shes sitting on my lap i had my hands all over her she didnt car she liked it cause she never said anything we started kissing here and there

and i was like your going away to college now what am i going to do without u here and shes like dont worry ill come back just for you

the whole time this was happening we ended up making out a couple times n shit and her boyfriend was inside sleeping i no she wants it over with him cause the kids young n immature but today when i tried to call her she never picked up i left a voice mail telling her to call me about hanging out later but nothing ever went down

then i called 2 more times to see if she would answer like later on tonight and she ignored both of them

i dont no what to do i think all this is bullshit i dont no if shes leading me on or iff she was with her bf the times i called

what do all u think i should do?

[manaway]

haha man im no where near crying trust me i just dont feel right doing shit with girl everytime i do im not kidding i feel like a huge scum bag when im not going out with them i hate the feeling even if i went out with the girl for a day -whenever i would feel better about doing shit with her

i dont no should i ask her whats up like if shes pissed about it or something