I HAVE A BIG PROBLEM PLEASE READ Options

[kobebryant8]

ok im 17 going to be a senior in the fall. my problem is with my parents. i'm taiwanese-american, and my parents are bitches. i don't even have a drivers permit yet and im 17. and they won't let me have my own computer. they always fuccn control my life and shit. like if im using the family computer in the office my mom always bitches to me about the time or she'll sit there and do her paperwork right next to me so she can watch what im doing. it pisses me off how all my friends have their own computers in their rooms and their parents dont care how long they've been on. it's not like my grades are bad. my sat score of 2230 and my near straight A report card won't convince them to loosen up on me. they piss me off. my mom is so annoying. she never shuts her mouth. i swear u people do not know my mom. she's freakin annoying even my dad thinks so. she controls me and my sister's lives. like she won't let me have fun on the computer during the school year. i always have to say that i'm doing hw on the computer even though im not. summer, i just got back from this 3 week camp and met a ton of friends. and my mom says "what is the point of talking to those people? what is the point of AIM?" blah blah blah. she obviously is a bich. she doesn't understand anything i do. my dad pisses me off cuz he's a computer engineer, and he still won't let me have my own computer. he always checks the computer records, like what time i turn it on and what websites i visit and my AIM conversations too i bet. i bet he's going to find this thing im writing right now, but i dont care. my parents are really nice in terms of providing sh_t for me. like i have really nice clothes and they spend a lot of money on me. but the way they treat me just pisses me off. controlling my life and shit. im 17 years old and my mom still tells me what to do every second of my life. like right now im in the library cuz she's forcing me to do community service right now but im not doing it. im just chillin on the computer. someone help me. what should i say that could convince them to buy me my own computer in my room and to stop controlling my life? to loosen up a little. i have tried everything. i have even used violence. i know violence to ur parents is bad, but they always fuccn piss me off i cant help it. i'm not going to elaborate, but just know i have asked them nicely and meanly. they understand my concerns, but they refuse to treat me like a decent human being.

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well i got my permit today lol. and all you people have helped me reconsider my situation. it's not as bad as it is actually. i apologized for the most recent violent action. even though they still piss me off i appreciate the fact that they are even raising me. and the person who suggested the online diary, rofl.

[kobebryant8]

ok people. i don't want to move out. i never said i did. how the f**k u think im going to support myself? i don't know how to support my self in the real world cuz my parents never let me have any freedom, so i won't know what it's like to live alone in the real world. everyone understand that? now, i have the most controlling parents out of everyone, even families whose parents have been through more shit than mine at least treat their kids decently. i told my mom, if ur going to treat me like shit, then i'll treat u guys like shit too. that's where the violence comes in. even though i apologized to my dad, they still are controlling my life everyday. i have to go to bullshit tutors and they're forcing me to go to this gay camp next week that i dont want to go to. see what i mean? i get no choice in any matters. even though half of u guys are on my parents' side, i still thank u all for stating ur opinions. my parents won't even let me play tennis with my friends or go to magic mountain with them alone. how old am i again? 17? and what am i being treated like? 8?