i cant wait till school starts, cuz maybe then i'll see him... Options

[fathomlessdame]

okay. i havnt seen my bf is almost five weeks not since the last day of school when i had a ton of fun with him for acouple hours afterwards we didnt go all the way..but we went pretty close..

thing is, i've only talked to him online these past weeks...he doesnt seem to kno how to call me (when he promised he would) and this week hes at his moms so we have (had)the chance to hang out...but the only day i can get a ride from my mom (neither of us can drive yet) is tomorrow...and before i was able to tell him he went and made plans with his friend clayton tomorrow. he doesnt seem like hes willing to change them either..but then we didnt talk long cuz i got off to go to my room and settle myself down so i didnt say anything stupid but as soon as i got back he got off (could have just been cuz he had to eat dinner or something....)...hasnt been online since. so i havnt had achance to talk to him

but these 5 weeks i havnt seen him during, have been hell. i've missed him so freaking much! and i've let him know that...and now with this..i keep on thinkin that he doesnt give a shit about me, that he doesnt love me... but then all of his friends tell me, that he DOES love me and that he DOES care about me....



but yeah...plz dont reply with a 'hes not worth it, break up with him' cuz that really doesnt help matters cuz i will not break up with him, i love him too much

[Beunique]

i cant wait till school sstarts either.

all i know is that guys are completely different from girlss and their feelings (expressing them) now i cant give youu any advice cause ive only been in one relationship and right now my relationships f**ked up. if u've read my posts.. all i know is this.. when you are in a relationship sometimes you feel closterphobic.. i know i did. so maybe he feels this way? idk but if u ever go single i would reccomend it for a year.. its not bad.. but then you start to want something more (me.. almost 2 years single) so its not the end of the world if you break up..trust me. i think i cried for one day. and then the nextday the worst was way over. o and by the way i broke up throught text messaging... lol nothing is worse than that!!!!

and i have no idea what that has anything to you... but anyway.. goodluck