i cant wait till school starts, cuz maybe then i'll see him... Options

[fathomlessdame]

okay. i havnt seen my bf is almost five weeks not since the last day of school when i had a ton of fun with him for acouple hours afterwards we didnt go all the way..but we went pretty close..

thing is, i've only talked to him online these past weeks...he doesnt seem to kno how to call me (when he promised he would) and this week hes at his moms so we have (had)the chance to hang out...but the only day i can get a ride from my mom (neither of us can drive yet) is tomorrow...and before i was able to tell him he went and made plans with his friend clayton tomorrow. he doesnt seem like hes willing to change them either..but then we didnt talk long cuz i got off to go to my room and settle myself down so i didnt say anything stupid but as soon as i got back he got off (could have just been cuz he had to eat dinner or something....)...hasnt been online since. so i havnt had achance to talk to him

but these 5 weeks i havnt seen him during, have been hell. i've missed him so freaking much! and i've let him know that...and now with this..i keep on thinkin that he doesnt give a shit about me, that he doesnt love me... but then all of his friends tell me, that he DOES love me and that he DOES care about me....



but yeah...plz dont reply with a 'hes not worth it, break up with him' cuz that really doesnt help matters cuz i will not break up with him, i love him too much

[sweetest-emotion]

hmm seems like he's wanting to enjoy his time of freedom and fun during summer for now. but 5 weeks??? are you guys really far apart? and i know it's none of my business but going almost all the way when you're like 15?? and he's doing this to you? better think some things over before you do go all the way...

you gotta talk to him and tell him how you're feeling. sure he won't call, suck it up and call him! with my ex, i got mad when he didn't call and he said "well you didn't call me either"...makes sense right? look just talk to the guy! say that you would appreciate it if he would show some effort and try to get together. and i know the last thing you want to do is break up, but if he doesn't have the same feelings for you as you have for him, you're just living a lie when you could be with someone who would make time to see you and love you. trust me. i know. it's better that way (if thats the case!) talk to him!