Emotions, strange and mixed up at times..... Options

[Kris87]

I have the most worst boy problems...it is really annoying at that. It's like I don't even know what I want anymore...but I met this one guy and he's like absolutely great and like almost perfect for me and i want to get with him really bad but then i have another guy in Washington that I like and wants to get with me and says he loves me and i love him too and i want to be with him and we talk all the time but then i have this guy here that i like too....and it's so0o0o0o confusing and frustrating. I'm thinking about telling the one in Washington that it's giong to be hard to work anything out cuz of distance and that it's giong to be awhile till we see eachother. And I don't know bout the other two guys. They both like me especially the guy that I met. But i just don't know what to do. My emotions are always mixed up and always have me going in the wrong direction without me knowing it...so basically I don't know which direction is the right one. I don't know which direction to go into without making the biggest mistake of my life. I just want to be happy. I haven't been happy in a long time and I'm finally happy. I don't want that to get wasted away again......that feeling is so horrible...cuz I've been dealing with that feeling for over 6 months now and it's been a shitty life. I just want to stay happy and hope that whatever choice I make is the right one...
What do you all think??

[Kris87]

That's the thing though...they're both honest to me and they both tell me how they feel...but I guess I have already made my decision. It was a toughy but something had to be done. I didn't want everyone to hurt. I didn't want to be some player bc I'm not like that. Both guys are like everything that I need but I can't have both. So I chose the one that only lives 4 hrs away, Jacob,...he's closer (well will be closer once he gets back from Iraq). I guess I just feel a more mutual thing with him.