sisters., more like a confession.. Options

[SilentD]

does this topic go in this thread? bleh. anyway...

i love my sisters. they're all i have left. we're the DOUBLE stuft oreos. yes..double. and you'll learn why.

but im the middle child and i feel like im the one who got all the bad shit and flaws. im the ugly, fat, double-chinned, pale, acne prone, big-flat-nosed one. i can probably add more to that list, but i think i feel sorry for myself already...

we're all in relationships but everytime we meet new guys (or girls for my lesbian sis), or even when we're just with friends, they always get the attention. and sometimes, they just laugh at me about it. of course i'm ok with it, but now that i start thinking about it..i just feel like crying.

sometimes, i wish i would just wake up looking better than them. i don't know..i was never really concerned about image..but i feel too ugly to not care anymore.

[*steve330*]

Not to down you more, but instead of complaining about it on a forum, you can go out and run *shrug*
I mean it might suck at first, but from the pictures it doesn't look like you're genetically screwed. I once was, well, big. I weighed oh 220 lbs, and lost 40 lbs over a summer and since then I've been good about what I eat etc (for the most part). So just diet/run. Go to a dermatologist and get something for your acne, and bam that's gone so long as you wash on a regular basis. I used to have horrible acne too btw, almost bad enough to get acutane.

Sorry I didn't come with things to try to sugarcoat things, but I figured constructive criticism would do you better.