sisters., more like a confession.. Options

[SilentD]

does this topic go in this thread? bleh. anyway...

i love my sisters. they're all i have left. we're the DOUBLE stuft oreos. yes..double. and you'll learn why.

but im the middle child and i feel like im the one who got all the bad shit and flaws. im the ugly, fat, double-chinned, pale, acne prone, big-flat-nosed one. i can probably add more to that list, but i think i feel sorry for myself already...

we're all in relationships but everytime we meet new guys (or girls for my lesbian sis), or even when we're just with friends, they always get the attention. and sometimes, they just laugh at me about it. of course i'm ok with it, but now that i start thinking about it..i just feel like crying.

sometimes, i wish i would just wake up looking better than them. i don't know..i was never really concerned about image..but i feel too ugly to not care anymore.

[fathomlessdame]

aww. don't think like that. honestly, your not ugly. yeah you might not be the prettiest of your sisters on the outside but i'm sure that inside of you it all makes up. the kind of people you want to be around and get to know arent gonna give a shit what you look like. and even tho i dont know you, i'm sure if we turned you inside out so everybody could see how much of a good person you are, you would get a ton of attention.

looks dont matter, its the personality that counts. don't beat yourself up!

(did i help? i hope i didnt make it worse..)

[SilentD]

aww. don't think like that. honestly, your not ugly. yeah you might not be the prettiest of your sisters on the outside but i'm sure that inside of you it all makes up. the kind of people you want to be around and get to know arent gonna give a shit what you look like. and even tho i dont know you, i'm sure if we turned you inside out so everybody could see how much of a good person you are, you would get a ton of attention.

looks dont matter, its the personality that counts. don't beat yourself up!

(did i help? i hope i didnt make it worse..)

well, when you said that i may not be the prettiest of my sisters on the outside...it kinda made me feel bad, but i think i know what you meant...lol. dont worry, you didnt make it worse. im just glad even people i don't know think im a good person. i'll try not to beat myself up. thanks for the reply.

you know what, you look great to me. NORMAL girls feel like this all the time, i in fact have so so so sooooo many issues with myself i dont want to even get started. stupid bigass pores and gargantuan calves. besides, no one out there is even near perfection, so i am sure you excel in many areas while your sisters also have flaws. just because your flaws may seem more prominent does not mean in any way that your sisters are "better" or whatever. you must have talents in certain areas that your sisters admire you for! although i do not know you that well, i don't think it would be far off if i also said that you must also have a wonderful personality. and in the end, that's still what really counts. i feel similar, although i am an only child and of course this is different from your situation, i have BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS. and by beautiful i mean the girls that are my friends are like GORGEOUS. what sucks the most is that they're very well ENDOWED for ASIANS and im just like..great way to break the stereotype and leave me here feeling all flat and crap. they're all REALLY pretty and i'm not just saying this to make myself feel ugly or anything, it's just the truth. sometimes i can get over it, sometimes i can't. i want to say more but i have to go cause my mom is yelling at me and my foot is numb. anyhow, i'd just like you to know that your shining personality will prevail in the end. besides, i like your bag better.

awww i cant help but laugh. i know what you mean about having people around who are just more developed. i mean...my little sister is more endowed than i am! and goodness, the girl has model potential. i always brag about my little sister being pretty, but i always wish that i can be her instead.. except for the attitude that is..(she's a bit of a bitch...)

i do wish that people would stop acting as if only beautiful models should exist. i never thought media would affect the way i want to be. but it is starting to now. grr..

btw, thanks =)