mucho confused. Options

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there's this guy named dillon. i've been good friends with him for almost two years. i thought he was cute to begin with, but i didn't have any desire to date him at that point. over time though, i think i'm starting to really like him. everyone keeps saying that we should date, but whenever i think about it, i have doubts and i don't know why. i do have a desire to date him now, but sometimes i just don't have any interest at all. i've been having dreams about him. but not like...bad ones, you know. so i'm not sure if it's just a little crush or not.

[cori-catastrophe]

well, he finally got on myspace. before, i had left him the message above, and after i saw he read it and didn't reply, i sent him another that said something along the lines of "you should reply when people ask you questions." and red and didn't reply to that one either. i also left him this comment a while ago.

this makes me mad. we're out of school and i never get to see you. and you're never online. you don't call me anymore and anytime i think about calling you it's at like one in the morning. i miss you and it gets on my nerves. poo.
and i'm not a potty mouth.

and he replyed today with...

haha lol. haven't logged in for a while.. i forgot about myspace lol

and nothing else. no i'm having my doubts. usually, that either means that they don't like you and they don't want to hurt your feelings or they really like you but their too shy to tell you. so now i'm even more confused. i'll probably call him tomorrow and talk to him about it, if i get the nerve. i really hate relating this whole topic to myspace, but i have no other way of talking to him until he picks up his phone.
it's funny though, because i do like him, but i don't feel nervous around him. usually with guys you like(especially me), you act strange and i don't around him. i can be myself and i feel like i can trust him with anything, which is strange. also, a while ago when i liked this guy named lee, i told dillon because he kept asking who i was obsessing over. i finally told him, and he seemed kindof jelous. but i trusted him, and he didn't tell lee.