Dear cB Diary,, Createblog Diary no. 10 Options

[HakunaMatata]

Dear cB Diary,

After watching Spider Man 3 last night, I feel better about my eye bags.

And I demand that I get at least two dollars back from my ticket after watching the hottest guy of the movie die. SRSLY.
Love,

Kayceeee

[iGio]

Dear cb,

This hurts.The starving was killing me today,I felt my stomach chewing on my insides.It hurt so bad but . .I dont know.I took my global final last period.My teacher said I did very good and I really didnt study but I told her I did xD.Today everyone was like "pr or dr" and all the dominicans asked me that and when I said dr they screamed and said yeah.I mean ok,the fighting between the pr's and dr's need to stop.It's total bs.NO one came from a damn banana boat,and if they did,they wouldnt know they are teenagers.It's stupid to take credit for something that people before you did or experienced and then say "we went through this and that".NO it was the people 6 feet below.And yesturday I cracked really badly.Robert said I'm a drama queen,and that my life could be so much worse and that I need to grow up.First of all he couldnt last a day in my shoes.He doesn't know how it is to come home and fight with your mother and brother everyday nor be kicked out your own home more than 3 times.He doesnt know how it feels to be forced to do something you dont want to.He doesnt know how it feels to think everyone is staring at the fat on your body that you have to walk hunched to hide it because you feel very insecure.He doesnt know my life,I mean he's giving me MY own advice,I gave that to him.And I can never take my own advice.It's not easy for me.

Yesturday I admitted to lexy why I'm doing what i'm doing.I was shaking when I told her.I never admitted that to anyone.It was a go there moment like degrassi.It really went THERE.Today I'm feeling ok except me later going to have to deal with stephanies "oh puerto ricans are better than dominicans,ya came on banana boats,ya immigrants" crap talk.I really Do not want to here it because she knows I will spit on your flag and disgrace your race and put you in your place.I dont play that stupid bs.And she knows damn well i'll do it at the parade too.You dont tell your friend that crap,but If I were to say something bad about pr she would throw the only temper tantrum.

The pain in my stomach went away for now,I'm only feeling more light headed each day.But I can't stop.Tuesday I must buy the new Naruto for ps2.It's a must get check list.And I'm really upset at Tina.She blocked my brother on AIM because her gf dont like him.Ok I dont like my brother most of the times but he's my brother and he has been there for me.I mean If it comes to where I have to hit her gf like a boy since she wanna act like one and dress like one.I will,because jealousy is nothing but envy.So yeah . . It sucks because she said she will always be there for me.My little sister misses her.Shes my big sis always but still,you do not do something like that,no matter how many times my brother has been an ass.

Anywho I passed basically all my finals :P but math is gonna be whorible on monday.The teacher said it's going to be much harder on monday.UGHYYYY ILY ILY.I dont want to go to the stupid sweet 16 later x___x.I mean I agreed to go if Gabby wasnt going with steph.But still why does gabby always have to change her mind at the last minute.Now my friday is wasted.But i'm happy i'll still have time to hang out till 8.But i still have to go get a pain in the ass haircut.>.< now i'm bored and theres nothing to do the whole period.I should of cut and went home.Chris better not start today either.I will slap his lips off.He's always unplugging my comp for web class and saying it wasnt him like a little girl.And mathew ugh keeps flirting with me.He needs to stop because its a NO-NO situation.It's purely no.Thats ew too :o.

Lalalalalala im bored~!

-Leon